September 5th, 1997

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September 5th, 1997 - 9 Years Ago !!!

I remember how that day started, I was sleeping uncomfortably and all of a sudden labor pains started. this was my second child and i didnt feel that i needed to rush. tried staying at home for a while but things just seemed to move along fast. went to the hospital and the doctor didnt look too happy. i already knew what he would tell me, he had prepared me for this a few weeks ago. he said that i would need a c-section. being a bit hard headed i told him that i would like to try to have this little one on my own but soon (after 8 hours of labor) figured that things were not going my way but just as predicted.

so sometime in the middle of the afternoon of the 5th of septemer 1997 my little Naima was born. the joy of life! its a miraculous feeling to look into the eyes of your babies. reflecting on the fact that they were born from you... you carried that little one 9 month or longer inside of you, communicated, shared, felt its movements and now it has a face and has become a "he" or "she". well my little "she" was named Naima and she will be celebrating her 9th birthday tomorrow.

she will be celebrating it WITHOUT the mother who gave birth to her, this decision was made by a father who took her away from us 16 months ago to somewhere nobody has been able to figure out where. authorities call this kidnapping, i call it stealing lives.

this birthday will be the second one that she will be celebrating without us. i will not let sadness and anger conquer me knowing that i will always be her mother. always be the woman who gave birth to her and loves her like NO other. i truly hope and pray that somehow she is able to understand what happened to her and will find forgiveness one day for all the moments that her own father stole away from her. he is stealing away her life thinking he is doing good for her.

my personal life moves on, my oldest daughter is growing up and becoming a young, responsible teenager, doing well in school and coming up with the usual adolescent scams. we enjoy each others company greatly and missing her sister has caused her alot of pain which she doesnt understand but nonetheless is able to fight. we have become very close over the last 16 months, missing Naima has given us more things in common that we knew we had, now not only being mother-daughter but also allies in hope of seeing Naima again and being able to take her into our arms.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY SWEET NAIMA - MOMMY ALWAYS LOVES YOU AND MISSES YOU !!!!!!!!!

I WANTED TO SAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TODAY BECAUSE WILL NOT WRITE TOMORROW ON THE 5TH, I WILL SPEND THE DAY REMEMBERING HER AND SPENDING A QUIET DAY ON THE COUCH WITH MY COFFEE AND HER PICTURES.

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Strawberry Fieldsha scritto:

I'm glad that you have not let this get you down deeper than you need to be. Keep positive thoughts and your daughter will be reunited with you. No one loves a child more than their mother and I'm sure she knows that you love her very much. Such a terrible think for your husband to do to you. He's selfish and thinking only of himself. I pray for the safe return of Naima. The bond you share with her runs deep and she can feel your love wherever she is. Blessings to you.

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